Monday, May 23, 2011

Day 9: Monday, May 23rd, 2011;

I really enjoyed my day off today. Didn't have to work at either job all day! Yay!

So, I got to do some errands. Went to St. Peter and got my wedding ring back!!! Yay!! Took it in over a week ago to get sauttered(sp) together. Was very glad to get it back! Feels better to have it back on! :)

I also went to Mankato and did a few errands. On my way to Kato, my mp3 player came upon one of the most wonderful songs I have found in the last few days: "End of May" by Michael Buble.
Here are the lyrics: (you have to read them)

Golden haze,
Another morning feels like yesterday.
End of may..
Now you’re gone and there’s still bills to pay.
And you know it doesn’t help to make believe, you’re sitting next to me.
It doesn’t help, to make believe that you are right behind me
Saying it’s okay.

Longer days,
More time to sit and watch the pendulum sway.
In quiet rage I’m staring at this empty notebook page.
In times like these you feel like you are done with feeling,
You feel you want to stop the pain from healing
Because you feel like you’re the only one who’s ever felt this way.

Some days in a daze, there’s brighter days.
Funny how the feeling never stays,
But I know I’ll have to come to terms when I’m awake,
Thinking about you is the icing on the cake.
Makes me realize the fact you’re gone for good for goodness sake.

http://www.hotnewsonglyrics.com/michael-buble-end-of-may-lyrics.html
Golden haze, another morning feels like yesterday.
End of may, a year is gone and I still feel this way,
When we meet again I’ll ask you how you’re doing
And you’ll say fine and ask me how I’m doing

And then I’ll lie and I’ll say ordinary, It’s just an ordinary day.

Here also is the link to the Youtube page where you can watch and listen to the song! Please do!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fY78PQOrQW0


I found this song a few days ago.. I don't remember how I came upon it, but as soon as I started listening to it, it was amazing! This song is almost perfectly describing what is going on with us military families lately! Now one thing, this song is actually a break up song. So in some spots and some of the words sound a little more obvious to it being a break up song, but if you listen to it with the thought in mind of us losing our loved ones for a year it's soooo touching as a farewell military song! The title is absolutely perfect! Since it's the end of May and this is when they're leaving us.

Idk... I love it.. and it's gonna be my song for the next year! Maybe it'll be touching to someone else too. The song didn't make me cry as I listened to it about 10 times on the way to Kato.. but just made me contemplative about the whole thing... Wasn't even sad about it... which is weird for me... May be that today was good and it was beautiful out... or that a week has past since the guys left... or that it's less than a week before they come back and I get to see them for a few days again... Idk.. either way it was still weird that I was ok with listening to the song and being ok with everything for a little while.

Either way.. glad to be ok for one day... instead of depressed.. though I will admit, was a little depressed when I got home and wanted to do something outside since it was so gorgeous out and couldn't think of anything to do.. and no one to do anything outside with...

But anyway.. my picture to day is me in the car after I got my ring back! haha

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